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how do you eat an elephant?





a poem on mastery

11/4/2018

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by kali ren


if my warrior is too much for you, then your solar plexus is weak
if i am too sexy for you, then your sacral chakra is thin
if i am too negative for you, then you aren't grounded enough
if i am too real for you, then your heart is failing
if i am too loud, then you don't know how to speak your truth
if i am too insightful, then your eye will have to burn
if i am too royal, it because you aren't wearing your crown

i am only the cat today, because you decided you wouldn't follow

if i am too bright for you, it is because you would rather be dumb than learn

if i am too dark, it is because you haven't learned how to deal with your shadow

if i am too spiritual for you, it is because you are vapid and meaningless

if i am not spiritual enough, it is because you don't even have one foot in the real world

if i am too vane, it is because you are self-absorbed

if i work too much, it is because you are lazy

if i am too lazy, it is because you haven't learned how to relax

and if i am too cruel, it is because you let me continue to be neglected and abused

if i am too merciful, it is because you wanted power, and i wrongly gave it to you

if i am too irresponsible, it is because you don't follow your heart

if i am too insane, it is because you are still in a karmic prison

if i am too far away, it is because you haven't learned how to come

if i am not beautiful enough, it is because you are ugly inside

if i am too poor, it is because you are greedy and selfish, and don't understand what real wealth is

and if i am too idealist, it is because you have no idea who god is

if i am too weak, it is because you aren't here to make me strong

if i am too much, it is because you are not enough

and if you don't think i have enough followers, it is because you still are one


...

but if you think i am not artsy enough, then i know, you can never be too artsy





1 Comment
Paul (via Kali Ren)
1/11/2019 10:02:34 pm

below is a man's response to this poem, he read on my page
his response was beautiful, and poetic, and i want it to belong as the first comment
...


My journey ...

SHOCK
Wow, she's blunt.

DISBELIEF
This can't be serious. No one really feels this way.

DENIAL
So, she's basically saying anything negative from me towards her is on me, is coming from me, is my fault. No way..

DISDAIN
How can she be so self-centered? So inconsiderate? It's a cowardly way to be.

ANGER
Fuck her! She doesn't know b what the hell she's talking about. And she damn sure doesn't know me at all!! (meanwhile, inside, you've gotten way too close for comfort, have hit the mark and left me deeply shaken...)

CONFUSION
But, some of the things she's saying kind of make sense. Wait ... that means reexamining everything I've felt certain about, and not in a good way.

FEAR
If this is really what I think it is, if I'm really responsible for all of this, then my whole life needs to be looked at, picked apart, reassessed. Could I really have been so wrong about things all these years?

WEAKNESS
If I'm really the one to blame in all these things, I'm not nearly as strong as I thought. Really, if I've been fooling myself all this time, I'm much weaker, far less evolved, than I ever imagined.

REGRET
All the pain I put them through -- the women in my life. The whole time I thought they were the ones who were in the wrong. Was so certain of it. Now I see different. Oh no...

SHAME
How could I have behaved so badly, so selfishly, and never have seen my own fault in it?

JEALOUSY
I hate the man she describes in the poem. The one who knows what to do, how to act, who's strong enough to do the right thing.

ENVY
I want what he has. I need to find a way to get it. To retool myself, reinvent myself, cast away my faults, become a real man.

HUMILITY
I'm not perfect. I'm not close to being finished. I'm so very young in terms of my journey. I have so much to learn...

SUBMISSION
Please teach me. Please show me the way. I'm supine, prostrate, open and vulnerable before you. I am clay. Mold me.

UNDERSTANDING
Everything I've been through, learned before now wasn't my destination, but to reach my beginning. Now, I am ready to begin...

AWAKENING
I am aware of myself for the first time. I see where I am, see where I need to go..

JOY
Yesterday I felt I knew everything, felt I was right, moral, strong, good ... and yet I was filled with misery. Today I feel small, empty, powerless, ignorant ... yet I am bursting with excitement.

STRENGTH
And though I have admitted that I know nothing, I feel stronger than I've ever felt...

EXHILARATION
And though I know not where my soul is headed, I am excited like never before...

AWE
This is a feeling so powerful, so all-encompassing, it has brought me to my knees.

HARMONY
And I feel truly connected, not just to myself, but to everything, for the first time.

RESPECT
This is much bigger than me. And I bow low, so low my lips brush the dirt.

HOPE
For the first time in many moons, I think of the future with a smile in my soul.

GRATITUDE
Thank you, Kali Ren, for this gift.

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