the second most important book I ever read ...
One of the best conversations I have had during my hunger strike was with Simon.
Where we were breaking down the teachings of Lucifer as the earth elemental black dark dragon. who is also supposed to be "the bringer of the dawn".
Many people know this,
Lucifer isn't "the devil" but the "light bringer"
but they just don't know how ... or why ...
I once thought I knew, maybe not so much anymore, but at least I have a level of conciousness that says, I am not afraid of what is considered evil anymore.
The truth is, is that we are still stuck in the same patterns, and the same dialogue as we were in the 80's, and as much as people think we have changed or progressed as a society, we haven't.
Here is a video interview with Steve Jobs, back in the 80's, when he was still pioneering Apple computer, and it scarily looks just like the conversations we are having today, with no real evolution or growth.
VIDEO INTERVIEW LINK
In fact, it is quite reminiscent of the conversations of the Congressional and Senate Facebook hearings, except that Steve Jobs looked more like he knew what he was doing back then, than what Mark Zuckerberg is up to these days.
So this book below, Bringers of The Dawn still hasn't happened yet.
I am waiting to see this, I am waiting to see people really care.
because I wouldn't reduce my website into a google ads marketplace ...
She thought I was a bad person for not making money off of my website.
article coming spoon...
Why taking the cheap and easy road is definitely not in alignment with the higher teachings of kabbalah.
Why I would rather be poor and die starving creating a good grid on my website, than live with a trashy one.
Can you imagine some arrogant small minded troll telling Picasso his paintings should be marketable and classical? How trite. How redundant. How mediocre.
why i will give you almost everything for free ...
then god will give me almost everything for free...
if you want to pay me for it, then god will pay you when you are ready to be 100% selfless, beaten and abused by almost everyone, while you try to save the world.
also, every time i empty my cup onto this website, god keeps filling it up more with new and better material, that is faster and clearer than before...
that is why.
# also known as the saint paradox
before every class in the mayan lineage, this poem was read
By Oriah Mountain Dreamer
It doesn't interest me what you do for a living.
I want to know what you ache for
and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing.
It doesn't interest me how old you are.
I want to know if you will risk
looking like a fool for love
for your dream for the adventure of being alive.
It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon...
I want to know if you have touched the centre of your own sorrow
if you have been opened by life's betrayals
or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain.
I want to know if you can sit with pain
mine or your own without moving to hide it
or fade it or fix it.
I want to know if you can be with joy mine or your own
if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you
to the tips of your fingers and toes
without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic
to remember the limitations of being human.
It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true.
I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself.
If you can bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul.
If you can be faithless and therefore trustworthy.
I want to know if you can see Beauty
even when it is not pretty every day.
And if you can source your own life
from its presence.
I want to know if you can live with failure
yours and mine and still stand at the edge of the lake
and shout to the silver of the full moon,
It doesn't interest me to know where you live or how much money you have.
I want to know if you can get up after the night of grief and despair
weary and bruised to the bone
and do what needs to be done to feed the children.
It doesn't interest me who you know
or how you came to be here.
I want to know if you will stand
in the centre of the fire with me and not shrink back.
It doesn't interest me where or what or with whom you have studied.
I want to know what sustains you
from the inside when all else falls away.
I want to know if you can be alone
with yourself and if you truly like
the company you keep
in the empty moments.