NOTE: HOW TO BECOME A DRAGON KING vs HOW TO BE A DRAGON KING
music is one of the most important things to me. hollywood understands all great story telling has a soundtrack. this is mine.
LISTEN TO: Life and Death by Paul Cardall on the album > New Life while reading this article, on repeat, # and instead of LOST, you might find your way back home. # dharmasala initiative # dragon king joke
RULE # 1 Listening to your queen try to see the world through her eyes without any ulterior motive without any defensiveness without calling her crazy, shutting her out, or shutting her up if you do, you will only end up hurting yourself, and the world (fern gully, avatar)
in ancient egypt it was the traditional role dynamic that the women were the priestesses that received god's information from the ethers, and the men put it into work, into the real world (this is generally because women are usually more intuitive, and connected to their right brain and emotional power) - they also are known to see the world in a more wholistic, bigger picture, kind of way - again, this is a generalization - there are probably 100+ articles on women's intuition on the internet, find them - gay, trans, and middlesex, you are included, be whatever you want to be - god made your mind and soul, just as much as your body (you decide)
STEALING ENLIGHTENMENT FROM YOURSELF In tantra, and kabbalah, and old ancient understanding, men run their energies in their lower chakras, and women in their higher chakras.
This is also why their voices are lower and deeper than a woman's.
As a man, if you don't listen to your queen, or a queen, then you are refusing to see eye to eye with her.
You are literally stealing away from your own ability to raise your energy from the lower chakras into the higher divine realms, chakras.
If you force her to listen to you, instead of listening to her, you are shoving actual energetic shit down her throat,
It is her job to listen to god, not to you. Sorry. Unless you are running higher frequency vibrations, your crown chakra and your third eye is cleaner than hers, but for the most part, it probably is not.
It is probably full of shit, and sex.
Unless you are a man saint: that doesn't rape, or sexually harass, use people, or steal, or underpay, and is more psychic than she ...
(now if you are a genius, like steven spielberg or elon musk, you can teach women, concepts, music, math & technology, without shoving shit down their throats, but if you think you are teaching them soul lessons, and emotional lessons, it is probably fucked up ... if it is a queen, just watching you work, is the best soul lesson that you can give them)
# without calling her a witch (even if she loves it) # osho was gross and a rapist
RULE # 2 Take Responsibility for what? you say? EVERYTHING ... "it may not be your fault, but it is your responsibility" KINGS own it that is what makes them kings
they look at the world around them, and say "how do i be of service" they look at the world around them, and ask, "what needs to get done" and they show up, and they do it and they roll up their sleeves, and they do it and they look at the world around them, and ask, "how do i make it better" and they look at the people around them, and ask, "how do i help them" (kingdom of heaven)
dragon king divine royalty isn't a joke, it is a responsibility it is the ability to respond with compassion, and grace, and humility
a dragon king looks at the litter on the street, and says, "that is MY PROBLEM: I have to clean it up"
a dragon king looks at the starving people, and says, "that is MY PROBLEM: I have to feed them"
a dragon king looks at the homeless people on the streets, and says, "that is MY PROBLEM: I have to build them homes"
a dragon king looks at the crazy people in the hospitals, and says "that is MY PROBLEM: How do I heal them"
a dragon king looks at the whales trapped in a box, and says "that is MY PROBLEM: I have to free them"
a dragon king looks at the state of the world, and says "that is MY PROBLEM: I have to save it"
a dragon king looks at the the psychic lost children, and says "that is MY PROBLEM: I have to build 5 Hogwarts .... maybe 10, maybe 20."
a dragon king looks at the rape trade and says "that is MY PROBLEM: I have to train WARRIORS and FBI AGENTS and PSYCHICS to find them, and COMPUTER GEEKS to track them"
a dragon king looks at the droughts, and says, "that is MY PROBLEM: I have to make it rain"
a dragon king looks at the wheel of karma, and says "that is MY PROBLEM: I have to break it"
a dragon king looks at his dragon queen, who hasn't gotten to dance, and says, "that is MY PROBLEM: I have to show up, and I also have to learn"
a dragon king looks at problems, and owns them, even if he is afraid a dragon king looks at problems, and owns them, even when he is afraid
and instead of running away, he says in total humility "I will own it.. though I do not know the way" and instead of running away, he just asks in total humility "how"
# a dragon king would lay his life down, for his queen # a dragon queen would lay her life down, for everything # octopus totem # a dragon queen just needs to ask lucy to make it rain
RULE # 3 Self Acceptance and Acceptance of Others know thyself if you know your-self you are 50% of the way there if you do not know your-self, it really hard to know others knowing who you are, and accepting it, is a state of grace
think kung fu panda PO knew he sucked at kung fu but he also knew it was inside of him, and just needed to let it come out Master Sifu knew he was a shitty angry little master, but he also knew that he was still a master, who took responsibility for the teaching of PO, even when it looked impossible and bleak and when PO began to accept himself, things changed and when Sifu began to accept PO, things changed both of them could then work together to create a better world
you have flaws, trust me ... i see them, with my Kali Seeing Eye but, those flaws don't have to be the death of you, if you own them, and accept them and sometimes what YOU see as flaws, i see as failure and sometimes what YOU see as flaws, i see as beautiful and sometimes what YOU see as flaws, i see only potential
and sometimes what YOU see as success, i see the ugliest part of you and it usually has to do with money and it usually has to do with how you treat women and it usually has to do with sex, and dishonor and it usually has to do with lies and it usually has to do with you thinking you are getting away with things, while people like me, who give everything to the betterment of the world, suffer
learn to accept yourself and then, and only then, can we begin to change it or master it ... or harness it
GAYNGELS i love me some fabulous gay angels that know how to fix things and improve things, and move things forward. I love them. 1 - they accept themselves, even when others don't 2 - they accept themselves, even when others might want to hurt them because of it 3 - there is nothing wrong with them, except that maybe they don't have enough power in the world ... maybe .... 4 - gayngels may be super stylish, on-it, fabulous, quick-witted and intelligent because they are connecting to the divine feminine waves of the higher psychic realms (there are some men who can do this, who aren't gay too!) 5 - they are empowered 6 - dragon kings have to accept that, and embrace that 7 - and if any male wants to become a dragon king, they need to accept them-self, and listen to their queen
dragon kings aren't afraid of power dragon kings aren't afraid of divine feminine power mixing with divine masculine power dragon kings aren't afraid of diving feminine power ... PERIOD.
the saddest thing is that we should be past this, and i have to write this PERIOD.
RULE # 4 Honesty you cannot lie lies hurt others truth will set you free even when it hurts if you lie to yourself about how much you like your soul-less job, or how much you like your shitty friends that bring you down, then your queen will know, and you will lose respect from her
if you lie about your finances, your queen will know if you lie about your intentions, your queen will know if you lie about your friends, your queen will know lie to her, you are disrespecting her if you disrespect her, you will end up losing her
if you lie to her, about the state of the world, your queen will know, and then publicly shame you with a humbling lesson
# every man who is spiritual or good, and has the audacity to tell me that: "i am not alone" and then proceeds to not listen to me ... is in fact, a LIAR
# every man who is spiritual or good, and has the audacity to tell me that: "i am not alone" and then proceeds to not pay me, while i give him teachings and value ... is in fact, a LIAR
# every man who is spiritual or good, and has the audacity to tell me that: "i am not alone" and then proceeds to continue to let me get raped and abused ... is in fact, a LIAR
if you lie, especially to a queen, you are saying to her that "she doesn't matter" if you lie, you are telling her that she is, in fact, nothing which in turn, means that actually YOU ARE NOTHING which in turn, makes your words mean NOTHING which in turn, means that you have NO POWER
# dragon kings would rather die than lie # because they would rather die with dignity and honor, than live in shame
Honesty Part 2 Your relationship can only be as honest and real, as you are honest If you are lying, your relationship is a sham If you are false, your relationship is a "shame on you" or "shamu" If you are not honest with your feelings and your thoughts, your relationship is doomed If you are deceiving, then your relationship is going to implode
In this case, 90+% of the relationships that are out there, are not actual relationships, they are not real, they are shadows, ghosts
they are cesspools of lies and deceit, that are on the evident path to total destruction
RULE # 5 NO means NO no rape or sexual harassment allowed no cat calling do i really need to educate you on this? no emotional blackmailing because of blue balls if she doesn't want to suck your dick, it is because you don't deserve it, it is also because i told her not to if she tells you she needs a king, and to call her back when you are ready to grow up, she means it, stop groveling
no means no you are supposed to listen to your queen remember, or at least a queen you are supposed to hear her boundaries and support them and if you don't want to change, then fine, but at least grow up enough, at least, to respect them, and then walk the other way, and stop telling people what a good guy you are
every day you take advantage of her, after she says no, you are raping her rape isn't sexual rape is about power rape doesn't necessarily mean intercourse it means abuse taking advantage of something and someone, and not giving back i guarantee you, that unless you are living a vegan and dark green eco-community lifestyle, you are in fact, raping the planet what king thinks that that is okay? do you think jesus would go around raping the planet so he could save a buck? seriously?
i am saying NO i am saying NO MORE now, literally, after reading this, you are then completely responsible for EVERY single decision you make in regards to the fate of this planet and believe me, god might give me dragons, AND a kali-seeing eye that is not a threat, that is a promise
# a dragon king doesn't need a queen to repeat herself # a dragon king does not make excuses # now if you are thinking that all of this is just redundant, then why do you continue to not change? # from my eye, you continuing to not change, is JUST REDUNDANT # why are you spending $1000's on christmas caviar and alcohol, when children are starving # why are you giving jobs to stupid idiots, instead of uplifting talented dragon queens # answer? # no means no
RULE # 6 Treating her like a queen she might not be "your" queen, but she might fucking be someone else's you better treat her like that no ghosting be honest no cheating be integrity
if you can treat someone like a queen, even if she isn't yours, your queen will be able to see that, and see good character in you
chivalry is not dead if chivalry is dead, it is because you killed it that is your fault not mine my fault is letting to act you like swine no more i will teach every woman on this planet to not touch you and give them every reason why they shouldn’t until you start acting like a king i will teach every woman to look at you, and go EW! until you start acting like a king
YOUR CHOICE YOU DECIDE
i bet you that sherry argov and jk rowling will help me, and many more witches in our bitch-hood
KINGS > learn what not to do
Make Jesus be your low bar. That should be your standard. That should be your John Snow.
PS A Dragon King looks at how other people behave, shakes his head, and says “MY PROBLEM, I need to teach them a lesson.”
If chivalry exists in you and your friends, then it still exists.
(Astral rape, and power struggle sexual harassment is definitely not kingly, nor chivalrous, in any capacity - thanks Gudni Gudnason for another example on how NOT TO BE)
smart asses are not kings they are court jesters if you are being a smart ass to a woman, who is only telling you the truth, that is both out of integrity & dishonorable.
name calling be cleverer than calling your witch girlfriend a cunt for rejecting you that is low, and doesn’t even warrant a response you want to challenge her, beat her at chess try to pop holes in her logic you will only make her stronger and smarter btw
man-splaining do i need to woman-splain this concept to you i had some asshole already write an entire paragraph to me, man-splaining to me, what a FACT was ... seriously? i got an A+ in symbolic logic i am a math guru fuck off dude i am going to go starve on the beach for some whales so you can live in shame
negligence redundant do you know how many people have read this article and ignored literally every teaching that i have covered like i wasn't talking to them? like i wasn't serious? like every word didn't have 100% gravity? seriously? like every sentence wasn't 100% DELIBERATE in one hear - out the other jesus did anyone actually understand "if you can treat someone like a queen, even if she isn't yours, your queen will be able to see that, and see good character in you" was meant that - even if you know i am not "your queen" even if you treat me like one, yours will see that you have good character?
does anyone understand karma here?
YES this is a trap - but it is no worse than the shit traps you have set up for everyone else you think me starving on the beach is suicide ... it isn't ... it is homicide that shit is YOUR fault read my dragon queen article do you hear me now? am i coming in clear enough? NO probably not ... lets keep going ...
white knights thank you to all who showed up, and will continue to ...
RULE # 7 Maturity rules ... always gandhi did it jesus kinda did it other saints do it all the time i can too
i am a saint, and a dragon queen, this is my job
maturity rules ... always what is maturity? isn't that living by virtues and not lying to yourself and not making excuses and not passing the buck
isn't it sitting on the bomb instead of letting someone else do it? i mean, that is what you all make money off of i mean, that is what you teach us in the movies you create isn't that what you teach in the bible? i haven't actually read the bible i just talk to jesus in the spirit world, like an angel who thinks she is, in FACT, good enough if you really didn't want someone to act like that, you shouldn't sell it you shouldn't tell me to do it, and charge me money for that lesson
i am a product of all of you you should be proud that i would die, to shame everyone, and to free my orca's
VIRTUES discernment - i know what i am doing independence - i am the cat truth - i am honest self-lessness - i am being self-less and in connection to nature, taking myself out of the equation (do i have to put "tron legacy" here?) beauty - i love me some jesus, and some children courage - plenty of that compassion - that is why i am starving instead of shooting faith (i would put silence here but that would be sad, because then i would be actually dead) - i have faith to follow jesus across the abyss on the beach where he told me to follow him wisdom - plenty of WISE DOOM here connection - i have the crown of a saint
don't you see, i am teaching you the tree of life REAL KABBALAH
maturity: walking the talk even when it scares the shit out of you maturity is teaching by example so therefore, i will teach instead of preach
RULE # 8 Truth wins ... over positivity always why i love game of thrones ned stark just because you love the guy didn't mean his head didn't get chopped off
coming soon ... new truth happening now
RULE # 9 Partnership romance and relationships, they are team work i don't have to be in one, to understand team work i have been on a team and a CIF championship team that ranked #11th in the nation yes, i said 11th i know what it takes to win i know what it takes to twin
all i had to do was spend one weekend with my friend and her two children, to understand that if your relationship isn't a fun team, then you are fucked, and you are also fucking everyone around you, including your children
i had a creative partner once, that shit was fun briana - i called her huckabreeze, she is on my blog too she was beautiful and smart and fun we made a great team we made a great CREATIVE team which at the end of the day, is the only way your stupid romantic relationships are going to work
do you know how many people i see NOT have this do you know how many of those relationships fail? ALL OF THEM do you know what failure is? it isn't divorce divorce is success failure is living a lie that your marriage doesn't fucking suck or your relationship doesn't fucking suck
and it doesn't just suck for you ... don't be so self-centered it sucks for everyone i have to hear the complaining and the horrible displaced children traumas and all your friends secretly hate you not because they are jealous but because they ACTUALLY hate you they hate the lies, and the deception and the pretending, omg, the pretending, it is exhausting and the talking shit behind your back ... they love that - because that feels good and honest they hate that you are going to get angry at them because they are talking shit, behind your back
they hate that you would rather lie, than listen to them they hate you, because you are exhausting, but not in a good, exercise kinda way they hate you, because at the end of the day, in 10 years, you are going to break up and go to your friend "why did you let me do that???" they hate you, trust me
do you know the definition of denial? DIDN'T EVEN NOTICE I AM LYING i hate acronyms but this one is amazing
if i am in denial about anything it is about the fact that all of you are going to let me die
# have fun with that shame # nothing says "i love you" like letting a saint starve to death on a beach for some whales, especially when you could have helped, especially when you should have taken action
you will make an "excellent" partner your queen is going to be so fucking proud especially when she knows that you read this and just walked away and in her mind she thinks "is that how he is going to treat me?" and the big one "is that how he is going to treat my children?"
yummy ... i bet you jesus would let me fucking die ... NO? i rest my case you are going to make an EXCELLENT partner
# fail
(sound track change August's Rhapsody on August Rush Soundtrack preferably after time stamp 3:07 though it gets funny when we start talking about Chelsea)
RULE # 10 Taking care of business excuses begone you don't get to "retire" who the fuck gets to retire when children are being beaten and whales are dying and people are starving retire, then you might as well "roll over" your queen doesn't retire your queen will never retire she might not have money or a "job" but she has a billion jobs from god to do ... and she is working on it ... always she will literally walk through hell, beaten and bruised to the bone she will literally crawl through it, and find lucifer, and get his help she will literally do it alone she is a dragon queen because she can ask lucy for help, instead of money if not lucy, then another dragon, whoever will show up for god that is what makes her a queen you don't fucking get to retire ego has no place here unless you want to say ego as in ENERGY > GO!!! go that > way, and that ^ way, and that < way, and that ✲ way, until this shit is done
ACTIONS kings roll up their sleeves they show up they don't pile on more work for queens to do they don't give MORE work for queens to read, or look at they hire people, delegate, break it down, and do work for them, to give them information in a way that won't make the queen topple over in her full capacity
they don't ask for sex when the queen thinks she is going to die they go: how do i help, NOW and they do it NOW
this makes me cringe, that i even have to bring this up but if you think you like or love me at all, and i ask you to tweet chelsea handler and your response is telling me you want to have sex all i want to do is vomit all you have to do is get an account on twitter, and fucking send a tweet to a verified celeb account and it shouldn't take more than 5-10 minutes i am disgusted in every way and everything is on the line and all i hear are excuses from everyone, even people who consider themselves kings I WANT TO SCREAM
this is the level of idiocy of the men who are around me please be better than that step out of your comfort zone, and be a hero
i have proof, i will be posting it all over the place GUY SHAMING
UPDATE: i found one, who didn't so much as give me one ounce of hassle
(sound track change Where We Are by Mart Petrie on Atonement or WHATEVER YOU WANT)
RULE # 11 Sex one guy said i got writers block at this sex part maybe because i was planning my hunger strike and writing the queen article that kind of self-centered projection about me having writers block is why i didn't have this sex part filled out yet
guys - somebody like me, looks at your self-centered projections as red flags, those people who we do not even want to look at, much less fucking touch, but we will look at, because we have to
WATCH THE ROBERT THE BRUCE MOVIE WITH CHRIS PINE best sex lesson ever, for a king sex only happens when there is respect and love and admiration and people are taken care of that was a classy lesson
queens have work to do, and a lot of responsibility and if you aren't helping, then why the fuck is she attracted to you SHE ISN'T !!! (dalai lama laughs his ass off)
if she has sex with you, and you aren't helping, it is because she is broken and then after it is done, she rolls over in self-shame because she knows you don't actually love her not enough to help not enough to help NOW
i hate that i have to micromanage and give you the name to the movie because most of you are such lazy assholes, you wouldn't IMDB it yourselves, maybe not even watch it
OUTLAW KING it is on netflix
you are not entitled to sex sex is an earned privilege it is not a right it is a gift from god and if you abuse it, you are throwing it out the window
sex is supposed to be about love and not just "getting off"
on another note, some people like to do it just for fun, which is fine but a king can tell the difference between the different types of people she will let you know when she is ready she doesn't need some slimy guy to crawl all over her, and ruin her day
if you have all of that sexually energy stored up, maybe go work out, or put it to use by creating something that is of service to this planet
maybe do what she asks you to do
but in my not so humble opinion, i think every woman is kind of tired about how men treat them with sex
which is sad, because people like me are dying inside to have someone worthy to have sex with ...
hey simon, so ready ...
(sound track change just go back to Life and Death or listen to Batman Begins Soundtrack i don't care .. listen to whatever you want) steven spielberg will listen to john williams ... # personal growth ... hahahahahaha
RULE # 12 Personal Growth (but that is just another form of Responsibility) failure in the mayan lineage we say every year you have had a pattern, it will take 1 month to break
so if you have been a total douchebag your whole life, and you are 45, then it will take you 4 something years to become "not a douchebag"
i know how to do math
i like this teaching, it helps me set more reasonable expectations with people, especially my students because then i look at their trajectory and calculate when and where things will happen for them in a reasonable time scale
personal growth is challenging, but i think saying something like that is stupid
you don't tell a baby that it is challenging to learn to walk you just encourage the growth and transformation, and expect it
i think our society has become so dumbed-down, we don't know anything anymore, and there are no expected personal growth transformations
not counting the self-indulgent mid-life crisis men seem to go through
i am not so sure if other cultures have that mid-life crisis, maybe just our american culture, or WESTERN cultures
so divorced from nature, and what is real and meaningful in life, that they have to cheat, or buy a car, instead of take a class, or feed a starving child
because they need to act out like children
women are not excluded from this behavior, i have seen bridezillas, but i don't know how many women turn 40 and go buy a fucking car when they are already 100k in debt, just to impress younger men.
i think this is a symptom of a much bigger issue
we have totally divorced ourselves from the divine feminine energy, and sacred practices and community
one of the most challenging parts of my life, is that i am almost 35, and i have the wisdom of an enlightened 80 year and people look at me, like i am nothing, because i am cute, or pretty, so they think that they need to teach me, instead of listen to what i have to say i don't even know what to do with that sometimes especially when i do my math, and i see that they are fucking liars and cheaters
personal growth comes when you decide to get over yourself, and see what is really there, instead of what it looks like is there
this happens a lot in recruiting, it is in the book WORK RULES by laslo block about how often horrible hiring decisions are made, not based on facts, but by how well those people vibed with the interviewers
so i could be screaming the truth at you, or just talking nicely, but unless i agreed with your shit logic, you wouldn't listen to me, because i am not like you, and don't vibe with you
even if i got the job done, and done well, and didn't blow off children's hands in the process
personal growth is about accepting the differences, and still seeking the facts
i have failure at the top of this section, because we are all failures here if you think personal growth is just about you, you are wrong it is about your children, and the dolphins, and trees not getting cut down, and tigers not sitting in cages in rich peoples houses it is about being able to stand up and say, i need help, i want to do these things, and fix these things, and then have the willingness to grow to make it happen this takes courage and some patience but really this takes the ability to feel and care
the greatest disease, i am finding out to be true, is the apathy of humans, who then are no longer human, just zombies
RULE # 13 Humility so i was talking to dragon lady and was telling her about the hunger strike she goes "yay! i should join you" instead of "AHHHHHH! that's scary" that is how you know a dragon lady
she says "you stand for something, or you fall for nothing" i like her
i then asked her if she wanted add anything about my chapter on humility she says "guys have none"
she was being honest
i then asked the "kinda gentleman" that i currently staying with, before i go on my hunger strike, about men and humility, and he says "mine is in the refrigerator"
we all laughed
that took a lot of humility just to say that, but he needs more
the dragon lady adds "he is keeping it fresh"
yes, i am with funny people right now
humility is the kinda thing where a smart person tells you something, and you don't run away, and you don't ask why, you usually just obey, you just listen
like 2+2 = 4
you can ask why 2+2=4 and the smart person will tell you why, and show you they won't even have ego around it
but if you don't even have the humility to obediently listen, then you will be shit outta luck
humility is when you know your place in society and guys don't know their place
dragon lady says "that's why they don't have any" humility that is, guys don't have any humility
they spend more time giving excuses than solutions and more time giving excuses than actions especially when all the women, come up with the solutions
they think coming home, and bringing a pay check is enough, it is not and in today's world, we are lucky if they even do that
yet they want all the power, and money, and fame AND SEX they definitely want the sex, but i rarely see them want to earn it
they think that they are entitled, to all the good things in life, they are not
they think they are entitled to lie, cheat, steal, and kill they are not
it takes humility to own this, and to own your shit it takes humility to look at a dragon queen and own that she is going to burn you alive if you don't change
it takes humility reverence is what it does take to change you have to be reverent to people, and things, and life
dragon lady says "that about covers it" but maybe there is more
the opposite of humility is arrogance, thinking you are better than you are
and when you look at the world, and realize you are responsible for everything, it takes humility to process that information, and humility to move forward
which is why i don't really see it happening right now with men ... maybe someday
the TIME IS UP movement didn't even happen till 2017/2018 that is ridiculous
maybe if men were more humble it would have happened in the 80's or 70's with the feminist movements
if i see men continue to be more interested in sex, than science, i am going to vomit
because we are all going to die
out of their narcissism
want proof? check out my sleeping beauty turquoise paradox article, and tell me that i am wrong
please tell me, that i am wrong
RULE # 14 Balance i asked the dragon lady if she wants to add anything on the chapter on balance, she goes "guys have none of that either"
women seem to be the keepers of balance they will do 500 things without excuses, without fear just taking responsibility being a mom, being a CEO, being whatever it takes, to get the job done
we see KALI or QUAN YIN as female deities with many arms, because that is representing that they will have to master EVERYTHING, or they are dead or their children die or the company dies or the planet dies or their spirit dies
they have many hands, many arms, many disciplines many tasks
you don't see depictions of male deities with many arms, not usually
men are supposed help keep the queen in balance, so they don't topple over men are supposed to be there for support and stability men are supposed to be an anchor so the queen can fly
i rarely see that
i see men being anchors, that put women into boxes, to control them or i see men cower, at the powerful goddess women, who take on all the work, and don't even lift a finger to help them
rarely do i see it be a team, not an equal one ... anyway
men are suppose to be the support, and maybe the guidance, if they do the psychic and spiritual cleansing that it would take to be noble
but even then, if that was the case, the queen and the king would probably be on the same page ... in balance
RULE # 15 Health (again responsibility) your relationship can only be as healthy as you are if you are not healthy, it is a reflection of you, your mind, and your soul you are responsible for your health
YOU not doctors not governments not anyone
YOU are responsible for your health and for the most part, it is basic
eat well and exercise get sleep stop doing drugs and drinking (or just do it lightly) juice vegetable juice meditation
yes, people are sick here, people seem to be sick EVERYWHERE but really how many of those people eat a plant-based diet, a more vegan diet, (not all vegan), take vegetable juice daily, and have a light work-out as part of their routine?
i see more people eating shit, and not exercising, and not consistently putting good and natural things into their bodies, and then take $100's on pills/medications, that have horrible side effects
and then complain to everyone about being sick all the time
health can be basic
now, when you do those things consistently, and are still sick, then going to a doctor, might actually heal you
going to a shaman, might get her to pop tumors out of you
because you have created an excellent baseline of HEALTH a lifestyle of HEALTH a value system of HEALTH
instead of taking a pill, and creating a dependence on a pill that would only act as a bandaid
i am not against pills they can be useful
but there is a difference between chronic and acute health problems and pills are great for acute problems and seem to only be bandaids for chronic ones
bandaids because they do not cure, but they do cover shit up
this is not new, this is fucking basic, and you can find it anywhere and everywhere
if you want to complain about your relationship not being healthy, maybe you should start looking at yourself ...
RULE # 16 Dragons if you can't get these top values down, from the chapters above, the dragons are only going to fuck you dragons are real they are "spirit" beings like devas or faeries
that live on the other side of the "veil" and on the other side of the "veil" they aren't just spirit they are only spirit from our POV
they will train you open gateways teach you magick but really, they will fuck you if you are no good they are agents of god's justice and if you are selfish, or not of service to god, or the planet, they will trick you, trap you, and demolish you
like GOT think when Dany gives her dragon to anyone, and just says Dracarys and her dragons burn the assholes who didn't understand that the dragons were loyal to her
if you don't get loyalty, nobility, honor, wisdom then you don't get dragons
it is literally that simple
i know a man i called chuck chuck, who used to say "easy & simple are not synonymous" so it might not be easy, but it is simple
they will help you get courage they will train you, if you are worthy they will test you even to the death
dragons have gravity they are not to be "played" with, "toyed" with, or "used"
when you give your life to them, then you will give your life to them and they will either lift you up, or burn you
think the movie "BRIGHT" with the wand you are either worthy, or you aren't
that simple
and if you don't get a dragon, then bend the knee
RULE # 17 Magick it is almost futile and vain for me to talk about magick right now you all know why the idea that we be given magick is absurd we can't even unify to save some whales there are a few, that dedicate their entire existence to growth and service, these people will always be given magick
just like dragons, if you aren't trained correctly, magick will blow up in your face
we need to begin to come together to even create it the more people, with power, the more people with light, in general, that come together, the more likely we will be on the path of creating a real hogwarts
in the shaman lineage, we had classes of over twenty people to learn the beginning fundamentals of teleportation
this class was called Dimensional Mastery
there is another class called Divine Intervention where a miniature teleportation happens with diseased cells, tumors, and other de-vital energies, which are hosted in the human body, are then teleported to OUTSIDE the human body
actual teleportation
this is documented of course this lineage is not stupid, and has pictures and X-ray scans, etc i even believe they have video
but really, they have living people who are evidence YOU KNOW, unless they all have lied to me, ONE EXAMPLE a students husband having cancer in his brain, and then NOT having cancer in his brain after these energetic magick sessions
my magick is exorcisms and water spikes, and this is just me, alone, with my spirit dragons i would say hiding this is necessary, but i already posted the evidence on my blog over a month ago
RULE # 18 Soul decision it is really easy to make decisions when you are aligned with your soul sometimes easier when you are aligned with your heart there is a difference, it is nuanced, and it is easier to determine that difference the more advanced you are
like right now, my heart is broken, and i am in extreme emotional pain because of everything
but i can still speak from my soul, and it is still honest, and wise even when my heart is aching even when my heart just says FUCK ALL OF THIS
i can follow my heart, that is easy, at least for me i think my soul is challenging i think my soul knows things, that my heart is terrified of my heart really likes to live in the light but my soul understands both my soul understands both the light, and the dark
Starr likes to talk about the difference of LIGHT WORK and SOUL WORK it is easy to be a hippy spiritualist, doing LIGHT WORK but it is challenging to do SOUL WORK to step into your shadows
one of my greatest loves are the actors in hollywood, who do this in their process it is why i have respect for them it is also why, they have the most potential to do magick, in my opinion because they are already kind of doing it
at least the good ones
John Ruskin was an actor teacher of mine he taught the Meisner method, at his school at the santa monica airport i don't know if he liked me, but i sill saw him, and what he was trying to teach he talked about Elenora Duse and how she owned this process
i had one wierdo friend in this class, an OLD soul she knew that this process was a shamanic healing she knew that we were reading each other's auras while doing repetition circles she knew
soul work is going into the dark, doesn't matter if you are afraid, or not it is going into the dark, the unknown, in total submission and hoping you come out the other end
(if anyone has heard sarah mclachlan's song sweet surrender, then you are on the right path)
this is also kabbalah the crossing of the abyss
this is the hero's journey
RULE # 19 The Actionable NOW
the now is a lot of fun if you know how to do it
it takes walking into the unknown, to be able to truly live in the now instead of our safety nets we like to keep around
action needs to happen now that takes courage and when you take that action and step into that courage you disappear into the work into the now you just disappear like it is nothing
and an entire day can fly by, and you got feel alive you got to have light flowing into you i call it divine fire some people call it passion
to me it is all the same thing
getting lost in your passions, are awesome getting lost in your passions that are in service is even better because once the light goes away once that fire fades there is an after glow that sticks around where you feel good about yourself, and what you did and what you accomplished
and it is not just you it is the other people that reinforce it for you they come to you in gratitude for helping them that after glow sticks around
because you decided to be in the NOW and be of service in the NOW and not just send "thoughts and prayers"
the women who started saying FUCK YOU to the people who sent "thoughts and prayers" to them, when their children died, from being shot with guns, i understand them
they don't want thoughts and prayers they want money, action, activity, and a BOOMING VOICE to stand up for them to change things NOW
they want kings and queens that say, ENOUGH we are taking responsibility and taking ACTION now
RULE # 20 Love what is love i am pretty sure it isn't rotting in a box i am pretty sure it isn't a prison
i am pretty sure it isn't imprisoning others, unless they are harming the greater good men preach to me a lot about love but the ones who seem to speak the loudest, rarely i have seen their actions say it too
they talk about love, but i am sure they are mostly talking about sex and emotional bonds, and infatuation
i can see when men are really in love versus, hanging out the with the girl who is second choice
those men will do ANYTHING for those women ANYTHING
i am of course talking about the men who are really in love, with their "first choice" girl
this became evident in the Why Men Marry Bitches book, but also in the He Is Just Not That Into You book
there is a sense of freedom in realizing that he isn't into you then it doesn't matter if you become a fucking bitch
it doesn't matter if you spew dragon fire in his face (i am talking about queens here)
because he doesn't love you and it is fine if he is gone, out of your life
as a king, you should be honest about your feelings with other women and if you don't love them
what does it even mean to love???
i take for granted this idea, because to me it is obvious i have a connection to spirit and god's love that i don't know how many people feel
as a psychic spiritualist, i see the heart chakra glow, or see it feel pain when it comes to love but it is also the connection of the third-eye, where you can connect to that other person, your love, from your soul, because they are your soul-mate
this is the LOVERS card or the TWO OF CUPS both of them are in the THRID-EYE chakra (the lovers card connects the third-eye chakra to the heart chakra) # take kabbalah
you not only feel love in your heart but you connect eye to eye you "see" each other you understand each other Avatar (like Jake Sully and Neytiri) Avatar was beautiful
it was love it was love that created that movie however many people it fucked or under-payed, i know there is a shadow side to that movie, but it was also a miracle
love is about seeing love is about being there, and seeing the other person for who they are, for what they believe in and appreciate it and honor it and LOVE it
we should be so lucky to have people like that in our lives
i spend my life training my students to see to see beyond what they think is there and to see peoples souls
to see the beauty or the potential beauty
i see spirit i spend my life trying to teach other people to see it too
Starr saw me good and bad but at least she saw me to me, that was love to finally be SEEN
i didn't have to tell her that i was going to be a master, she told me, because she saw me i didn't have to tell her about dragons, because she told me, because she saw me we had an EYE to EYE connection
so many people go their whole lives, not being seen even if they are famous, or successful, or not one of my favorite things being a psychic, is seeing them and telling them something beautiful i see about them many times this makes people cry because it was hidden, and no-one else saw it in them and they finally felt, SEEN
kings see people that is a love
RULE # 21 The future i am pretty sure avatar goes here both of them air-bender and the james cameron movie
and i say that because that is my vision for earth, pandora and magick
one of the greatest failures of hollywood is projecting a future where magick and technology are not synonymous
where we are bound to a technological hell but are conveniently missing the DNA evolution of humans into the magick realms
# EPIC FAIL
we are getting psychic, and spiritual, and i am in teleportation classes and hollywood has ignored most of this process shaman work, spiritual and human evolution what it would actually take to do this the work, the discipline
they create super hero movies, but fail to create the work it takes to evolve the DNA they create interstellar, but don't add magick to it
they fail to add psychics to it they fail to add spirit or god to it and i don't say god in a religious way i say it as a collective unified consciousness kind of way
why are we talking about space ships, when we can't even clean our ocean
they separate harry potter from interstellar like we aren't going to have both at the same time and if we have both, why the fuck are we imprisioned into a tech nightmare that rapes the planet
i saw the magick in intersellar but i also saw the more truthful reality in the movie serenity and River because River is my reality a girl who is scared, and psychic, and schizophrenic at the same time and can do magick and can run 5 miles with 5 lbs weights in her hands, on the beach, like it is nothing and can mutate her dna at will i am a freak and i don't have a hogwarts to go to i don't have a professor X to see me i had Starr and thank god for my students because they keep me sane and thank god for INGE, for having done enough shadow work, she can handle my truth i tell her i talk to dragons, she goes "they are the keepers of words" it is beautiful she gives me an inch, so i can fly
... i see the new godzilla movie, why the fuck is that even being made what is the purpose that that serves i see my lucifer (tootless) up against the 3 GOT dragons in one and i got it, WHY?
how much money and time did that waste do we really need that right now and i don't have an answer for that
this is the ART for ART'S SAKE zen riddle but i think it is important that we ask that question what is the service that this has on the planet what is the impact that it creates
we talk about video games controlling kids brains but hollywood creates the movies that do the same thing and they are beginning to become one elijah wood is spyro and my neighbor polly is the now the spider in LOTR video game
is this the direction we want to go in?
i don't know i love creativity i love it i love food too i also know, that if i eat too much shit, then my body falls apart and it seems to be, unless steven spielberg is creating something, or something like Parenthood is created, there is A LOT of vanity and futility in hollywood
and i am not talking about race i am talking about soul lessons race needs to be dealt with too i know
but what most of hollywood is doing is waste and money going down the drain
i loved working at Fender Musical Instruments Company they had this thing called an apprenticeship because they believe in high quality and they don't want to produce shit so their custom builders have to study and pass tests i believe before they are allowed to build just like me, being Starr's apprentice it takes time to build something of quality and quality lasts and it doesn't waste and it doesn't waste a lot
i feel steven spielberg is kinda ashamed that he hasn't said enough, because i know he believes in this, this is why i want him to make a hogwarts for art and film students, after they graduate, but maybe even before ... i hope he is healthy enough to
i love using movies to teach my kabbalah classes i don't know how many teachers do that most people don't even know what kabbalah is, they just know that madonna is into it but the deeper i go, into kabbalah, it is the evolution and mutation of our dna TO RECEIVE is what it translates to to me, that means, to receive upgrades to receive genetic upgrades
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HERE IS MY LIST in case you are wondering: if you don't know kabbalah and the tree of life, don't worry, madonna can explain it to you or i can be your teacher
MALKUTH Class 1 Avatar The Last Airbender The Legend of Korra Hook Secret Life of Walter Mitty
YESOD Class 2 Odd Thomas Vanilla Sky What Dreams May Come Inception Harry Potter
HOD Class 3 Matrix Now You See Me Divergent Insurgent After the Dark Wall-E Emoji Eddie The Eagle (Joe Dispensa - rewriting your brain) - youtube
NETZACH Class 4 Avatar Life of Pie Home Inside Out Tron Words and Pictures Peter Pan - Live action Petes Dragon Song of The Sea Terabithia Secret of Kells Spirited Away Marry Poppins Sorcerers Apprentice Fern Gully The Lorax Where The Wild Things Are Elusive creative genius, elizabeth gilbert - youtube Healing time John Denver - youtube Dan barber, fell in love fish - youtube Dan barber, goose whisperer - youtube Charlottes Web
TIPHARETH Class 5 Patch Adams Tinker Bell Series (All Tinker Bell Movies) Rudy
GEBURAH Class 6 How To Train Your Dragon 1 / 2 / Series Kill Bill Red Cliff Man of Thai Chi Seven Samurai Hunger Games Man From Nowhere Man on Fire Crouching Tiger Hero Hell Boy V for Vendetta Last Knight Wonder Woman Kung Fu Panda wolves create rivers - youtube (i would put GOT here too but GOT is the whole tree)
CHESED Class 7 Chocolate Le Miserable Lost City of Valerian
DAATH Class 8 Thor Big Hero Six Maze Runner (Videos on Sound crystallization) - Geometries - youtube
BINAH Class 9 I am not your Guru Maleficent Live Die Repeat Pans Labyrinth Point Break - new one Black Swan
CHOKMAN Class 10 Alice Thought the Looking Glass Oblivion Lord of the Rings The Hobbit Kubo Lucy (could be Binah too) Interstellar
KETHER Class 11 Finding Dory Hook Saint Ralph Secret Life of Walter Mitty
FINAL WEEKEND Class 12 (3 day finally) Stardust Pacific Rim Upside Down Gaurdians of the Galaxy 1
And then POST KABBALAH: MOANA
(whole tree) XMEN Game of Thrones Mary Poppins Nanny McPhee Mrs Peregrins (also binah) Sense8 Fifth Element (but also geburah)
THE VIELS Star-Wars (this is fucked > this is a fucked teaching, i don't even want to teach this) this shit scares me
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you can hate me all you want but i am a product of hollywood, and so are my kabbalah students
i think steven spielberg goes WTF !?! sorry ... i can't put jurassic park on here, i need dragons, not lizards he did HOOK, i knew that
so literally we start kabbalah with him, and end it with him starts malkuth, ends kether
everytime i teach the class, it gets better, and deeper, and more on point and all of hollywood and their movies help me, to change the world to create better people to teach soul lessons to illustrate them
there is a lot future here a lot of potential to do great good we don't have to worry about the harm, the harm is done we can change it towards a GREAT future
i wanted to put wild on that list, but it didn't work that movie didn't work cherly strayed worked, but the movie didn't
obvi the movies aren't the whole class, but they sure add to it i tell my students to watch them, as homework many students don't even want to watch anything they think i am joking because i am a spiritual teacher and they think that hollywood is filled with shit and LIARS and HYPOCRITES and i do too, and i see potential for a rebirth and i also see artists, that i love, and are my people even if they shit on me and the homeless guy with no legs who cleans the stars
and he cleans the stars, because he respects them and to me it is the saddest thing in the world
the future we have a chance ... we have a chance
hollywood is the throat chakra to the world we have a chance
RULE # 22 Keep Good Company your friends are a reflection of you so if you have friends that lie, cheat, steal, and treat women horribly that is what your queen will think you are
who you spend your time with, they are your family i spend a lot of time with etheric dragons but i also spend a lot of time with celebrities, via the astral world some i like more than others i talk to you guys, i feel you, i connect you tell me to do things, write things, that are smart i am a fucking freak
but i keep good company
Kings keep great company that is a high bar good company is good enough
i am waiting for good company to show up for me starr used to test me sometimes i could handle it sometimes not even when she was a dragon lady i knew she loved me but sometimes i couldn't take it i would probably still be at starr's if art didn't call me a murderer starr didn't know this but her letting art call me a murderer for a car accident that wasn't even my fault, was something like what my father did to me, with my step-mother
and part of the reason i haven't been back to see starr since i don't like betrayal, and that felt like betrayal
kings don't betray, not like that they show up, and don't let innocent people be called a murderer
kings don't let their wives go fucking crazy on people there is a deeper teaching here, about Shiva and Kali
Kali was sent to earth to destroy all the demons, to save people but in her rage, and warrior-ness, she started to slay innocent ones it got to the point where Shiva had to come down to earth and lay prostrate across Kali's path of destruction and in his submission, his "bending the knee" calmed Kali the fuck down
because she knew it would be okay
WHY THE FUCK HAVE I NOT SEEN THAT MOVIE ???
RULE #23 THE HERO'S CLAUSE final rule believe in yourself first and foremost, you have to believe in yourself you have to be crazy enough to believe in yourself hero's and heroines believe in themselves they believe that they can get the job done and they do it
they will accomplish the impossible, because they can because divine fate will show them the way because they are just stepping up, in belief, in saying "i will show up for god" "i will show up for what is right and good in life" "i will show up for earth" "i will show up"
80% of the work, is just showing up
princess bride for every man who thinks that argumentation and challenging the requests of your queen is attractive to her, you are wrong
you obviously have not watched the movie princess bride
"As You Wish"
do I need to say more if she is your princess buttercup and you give her excuses instead of saying "as you wish" and instead of just being "as you wish" then you are no king westley would even fall to the death, saying "as you wish"
remember queens don't abuse this power they use it for global service and taking care of the planet and feeding the children and taking care of the animals
they don't go "BUY ME 10 million dollars in diamonds!!!" unless it is going to pay for hogwarts and the evolution of humanity unless it is going to stop wars and start service
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i hate that i have to bring this up HACKSAW RIDGE all you hollywood fuckers want to make movies and money off of people who believe in god, but you don't care to save the female saint starving on the fucking beach for some whales?
SHAME ON YOU
THE MISSING LINK - Gratitude for every miracle you need to have gratitude
some people write, thanking me for this article a lot of people really like it others don't, that is okay, they are usually trolls why is it, that the classy guys vibe with this article? and the guys that are demons call me a "foul witch" instead? i find it interesting
in the last couple weeks, a lot of decent men, have come forward they have been hiding in the shadows, and appreciated a platform to spring forward on one of these men, contacted me, and told me this article was missing something he said it was missing a section on gratitude and how men should be grateful for "their queen"
he said this, in apologetic tone like he was un-worthy of delivering this amazing message to me of course he wasn't
another one, corrected my spelling of "gayngels" because i had it wrong, also in an apologetic tone he said "i apologize, if it is not my place" i sit and wonder, why if they are accurate, and intelligent, would they feel like it wasn't their place, to correct me? is our society so divorced from truth, that we no longer see it as valuable?
i always respond to people, i even respond to the trolls most of the time, i can just scare them away with the truth it is important for me to not run away, and to stand in the fire, and test my knowledge and strength, and get better
i sometimes come back with wippy comments, or smart-assness, but only to the smart-asses
the decent men are afraid of "correcting" me, even if they are factually and evidently right ... which begs the question, are they like that with everything else in life?
do they have value, and intelligence, that isn't being nurtured, and is ignored? are they in a job, where they aren't allowed to "correct" the boss? because it is IMPOLITE or not PC?
probably but i respond with gratitude, because their intelligence just made my website better
the failure of all the celebs not responding to my call, is they haven't learned this lesson they can't aikido me they have no roots they have no gratitude they have no reverence so to me, they have no real power just the illusion of it they have no RESPONSE ABILITY they cannot respond to me at all
jesus would walk away from me, and go save my whales jesus would go make me money, and help me build a hogwarts (if eddie is reading this: a REAL MAGICKAL hogwarts) he wouldn't ignore me, he would go "got it, on my to do list!" jesus wouldn't ignore or jesus would ignore and go "got it, i see you, i will find a way to take care of it" jesus wouldn't turn the other cheek, unless it was against an insult, not intelligence jesus wouldn't just "look away"
i have been contacted by a native american indigenous man who is beginning to teach me about the sacred traditions of his people he knows that i know most of it already, he says it in the emails he sends but i still like hearing it anyway he told me that his mother impressed him, once upon a time "that it is rare to find a warrior woman with a strong sprit" - i am paraphrasing of course he has the energy of a dignified proud warrior, it is beautiful and impressive
i have been repressing this warrior side of myself, my whole life i am dying inside to let it out i watch movies like LOTR and GOT and go "that is for me" not the acting and the fake hollywood shit but the adventure not the dress up, but the heroic fire flowing through the body, ready for war ready to make shit happen ready to change things people think that this hunger strike is a big deal, to me, maybe a little see i have been training my whole life for this so once i succeed here, there is only bigger things down the line
if you don't like me, be warned, you might be seeing me EVERYWHERE
GRATITUDE for every miracle there needs to be gratitude gratitude is the miracle juice of the universe
i am grateful for jesus i am not religious at all jesus was a master, is a master
one of my favorite experiences in the last 10 years, is that sometimes i can hear jesus and i make a connection with him, in the ethers when i REALLY do this, i see a license plate that says FIGHTON the second time, i saw a license plate that said FIGHTN2
like "keep going" "keep fighting"
i had an asshole man who said he was psychic, who has NO earth star connection, tell me today to "not do" the hunger strike that it wasn't going to go my way and that it was going to suck
i didn't like that guy at all, although i was "nice" to him, "pleasant" he also told me that hillary and bill clinton were currently being imprisoned in guantanamo right now, apparently since december ... i just looked online and it looks like hillary just spoke at reproductive health act 2019 thing on Jan 7 in NYC, we can probably verify her appearance
is this guy crazy? or am i? i don't even know what is true anymore
so i consult my tarot deck instead I ASK ABOUT MY HUNGER STRIKE i go through my WHOLE DECK and i pull ONE card out and it is the 6 of Wands VICTORY
the name of the card is VICTORY
it is why i trust my tarot deck more than any fucking man
this older man called me "pretty" and referred to dragons as "reptiles"
my favorite connection with jesus was this: i was having a spirit mediation, like a vision quest and i asked jesus, in fear, and cowardice, mostly out of rejection "let me be a keeper of dragons" and he hands them to me, he hands me the "key" and says HERE YOU GO like it was NOTHING i have had so many meditations that didn't go that easy, so this was funny now i am beginning to understand my role I am a Keeper of Dragons
i will work with my new magick name now "girl who walks with dragons" and i will stick my crow feather in my pocket
# i listened to almost every episode of tom leykis, and this is what it did # every action, creates and equal or opposite reaction # i also wrote a paper on him in college, for my madonna/whore english class, i emailed him, saying see you in the future, he responded # HOW TO BE A DRAGON QUEEN: ARTICLE LIVE ... # one of the best things about me being such a bitch: i understand what it would take, to become my mate