for guillermo del toro
motion picture
DO YOU SEE THE LIGHT BEYOND THE HORIZON, IT IS INVISIBLE BUT IT IS THERE
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TESTIMONIALS - MY TIME WITH STARR FUENTES
MY TIME WITH STARR FUENTES DIMENSIONAL MASTERY
MY TIME WiTH STARR FUENTES AT THE DOME
MY TIME WITH STARR FUENTES POST DOME, POST HUNGER STRIKE
MY TIME WITH STARR FUENTES DIMENSIONAL MASTERY
MY TIME WiTH STARR FUENTES AT THE DOME
MY TIME WITH STARR FUENTES POST DOME, POST HUNGER STRIKE
TESTIMONIALS - MY TIME WITH BROOK STILL
TESTIMONIALS - MY TIME WITH PATTY FLANAGAN
TESTIMONIALS - MY TIME WITH JUDY GLENN (MOTHER)
TESTIMONIALS - MY TIME WITH SIMON MAHARAJ aka VOLDEMORT
ONE SIDED GURU DELUSIONS - STARR FUENTES
ONE SIDED GURU DELUSIONS - BROOK STILL
ONE SIDED GURU DELUSIONS - PATTY FLANAGAN
ONE SIDED GURU DELUSIONS - THERESA IBIS BULLARD
ONE SIDED GURU DELUSIONS - GUDNI GUDNASON
ONE SIDED GURU DELUSIONS - (JORDAN BAINE) - BORING
ON "THE LOTTERY"
THE OFFICIAL HUFFLEPUFF ASCENSION SERIES (FINDING WHICH ONE)
PRE HUNGER STRIKE "THE KHALEESI TEMPLE"
HOW TO KILL A FAIRY ARTICLE AND TV SHOW CONCEPTING
PRE HUNGER STRIKE "BITCHES GUIDE TO DRAGON QUEEN DOOM"
HUNGER STRIKE STARVING ISOLATION DEBRIEF
HUNGER STRIKE WITH SHEA DEBRIEF
TESTIMONIAL "ROOM" - MY 10 YEARS WITH ELIJAH WOOD (ASTRAL) #BROKENOSIRIS #KYLOREN
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book
this is old, will redo reread rewrite
YOU ARE NOT FLYING
unexperienced pilots do not know when they are downward spiraling
and guru delusions
YOU ARE NOT FLYING
unexperienced pilots do not know when they are downward spiraling
and guru delusions
this is old, will redo reread rewrite
HOD
This page was probably written in a book that was printed on recycled paper
But I do not know that for sure and what fuck why not ???
I am contemplating writing this in person, so it less narcissistic and easier to digest, but the only character I can come up
With is Kali ren the little green dragon meeting all her cool dragon friends in the astral planes everyday while going on an adventure to
Learn and preach Kabbalah.
I have the other characters like BABAJI and Lucifer and charley. And then there is DINOSTAR and pearl.
LUCIFER: BUT THAT IS NOT THEIR REAL NAMES
ME : WHAT IS THEIR REAL NAME
LUCIFER : RAINBOW PRINCESS DIANA DINOSTAR SPARKLEPANTS
AND O’PEARLESCENT GOOBER GELLY BEAR
Do you see why I call them DINOSTAR and Pearl ??
Elijah wood likes to call her diamond.
So the two are like a set, diamond and Pearl.
This is not the same elijah wood you all know and have grown to love or be jealous of. This is Elijah wood in the astral planes. He is like a fake Harry Potter archangel SANDALPHON dude, and he is dumb !!!!!
So we are just going to name him Elijah in this book.
BABAJI: and maybe he is our real character.
BABAJI: maybe he is the protagonist.
My biggest lie. Letting start lie to me and tell me what to think do say and believe, thinking she actually cared about me in any real way.
As I left the dome.
Be careful
What you say to people about me.
As if, when I told people the truth about her, I would burn the bridge of our wonderful relationship and I would be missing the little pieces and scraps of light she had to offer to my life.
Thus I would be left trolling the abyss, alone, floating in space, wondering for eternity what I did wrong to deserve that treatment.
But then I starved to death and start did nothing. She did not even send me an email.
So even if I said nothing, the outcome remained the same, except it didn’t , because instead, I lost self respect.
Starr had only money in the trust jar, because she could do MAGICK, but not because she treated me well.
Do I need to reference Beene brown here ??? And the money in the trust jar teaching ???
HOD
This page was probably written in a book that was printed on recycled paper
But I do not know that for sure and what fuck why not ???
I am contemplating writing this in person, so it less narcissistic and easier to digest, but the only character I can come up
With is Kali ren the little green dragon meeting all her cool dragon friends in the astral planes everyday while going on an adventure to
Learn and preach Kabbalah.
I have the other characters like BABAJI and Lucifer and charley. And then there is DINOSTAR and pearl.
LUCIFER: BUT THAT IS NOT THEIR REAL NAMES
ME : WHAT IS THEIR REAL NAME
LUCIFER : RAINBOW PRINCESS DIANA DINOSTAR SPARKLEPANTS
AND O’PEARLESCENT GOOBER GELLY BEAR
Do you see why I call them DINOSTAR and Pearl ??
Elijah wood likes to call her diamond.
So the two are like a set, diamond and Pearl.
This is not the same elijah wood you all know and have grown to love or be jealous of. This is Elijah wood in the astral planes. He is like a fake Harry Potter archangel SANDALPHON dude, and he is dumb !!!!!
So we are just going to name him Elijah in this book.
BABAJI: and maybe he is our real character.
BABAJI: maybe he is the protagonist.
My biggest lie. Letting start lie to me and tell me what to think do say and believe, thinking she actually cared about me in any real way.
As I left the dome.
Be careful
What you say to people about me.
As if, when I told people the truth about her, I would burn the bridge of our wonderful relationship and I would be missing the little pieces and scraps of light she had to offer to my life.
Thus I would be left trolling the abyss, alone, floating in space, wondering for eternity what I did wrong to deserve that treatment.
But then I starved to death and start did nothing. She did not even send me an email.
So even if I said nothing, the outcome remained the same, except it didn’t , because instead, I lost self respect.
Starr had only money in the trust jar, because she could do MAGICK, but not because she treated me well.
Do I need to reference Beene brown here ??? And the money in the trust jar teaching ???
this is old, will redo reread rewrite
FORWARD
DILITANTE
I THINK I KNOW WHAT THAT WORD MEANS
it means somebody in a high class arena who thinks they know something and is just a fool
I think that is what it is.
Crap I need to look it up.
But I got the picture of a woman dressed up fancy and nobody can take her seriously.
I also hear the word bougouise
I do not really know what that word means either.
Middle class dumbos. Doing mundane and mediocre boring activity ??? And other people will piss on them, hipsters will piss on them, with the word bougiouse.
Okay we were gonna figure this out.
Before my hunger strike, I TOLD EVERBODY I would not write a book.
And that they could take my dragon queen article, a botched guide to dragon queen doom and shove it up their asses or whatever.
They are all dillitanttes and bougoise. But so am I, and I see this now. Because I could have done everything just so much better.
AND THAT IS WHERE WE LIE TO OUTSELVES
And I do not want to look like Starr Fuentes. I would rather look like a Harvard graduate with a sense of humility on a path of intelligence growth and self exploration. Because the former is a tyranny prison, and the latter a path to
Liberation.
And that is the best conclusion I have discerned, after 50,000 hours of advanced spiritual practice, mindfulness, meditation, and brick brick brick mental discipline training.
The lime fool, I hope
The book helps get you out of your own lies, to pass hod, to pass chesed and DAATH and actually ascend into deep understanding.
But none of you know what those words really mean, and that is (NOT) okay.
FORWARD
DILITANTE
I THINK I KNOW WHAT THAT WORD MEANS
it means somebody in a high class arena who thinks they know something and is just a fool
I think that is what it is.
Crap I need to look it up.
But I got the picture of a woman dressed up fancy and nobody can take her seriously.
I also hear the word bougouise
I do not really know what that word means either.
Middle class dumbos. Doing mundane and mediocre boring activity ??? And other people will piss on them, hipsters will piss on them, with the word bougiouse.
Okay we were gonna figure this out.
Before my hunger strike, I TOLD EVERBODY I would not write a book.
And that they could take my dragon queen article, a botched guide to dragon queen doom and shove it up their asses or whatever.
They are all dillitanttes and bougoise. But so am I, and I see this now. Because I could have done everything just so much better.
AND THAT IS WHERE WE LIE TO OUTSELVES
And I do not want to look like Starr Fuentes. I would rather look like a Harvard graduate with a sense of humility on a path of intelligence growth and self exploration. Because the former is a tyranny prison, and the latter a path to
Liberation.
And that is the best conclusion I have discerned, after 50,000 hours of advanced spiritual practice, mindfulness, meditation, and brick brick brick mental discipline training.
The lime fool, I hope
The book helps get you out of your own lies, to pass hod, to pass chesed and DAATH and actually ascend into deep understanding.
But none of you know what those words really mean, and that is (NOT) okay.
I MUST NOT TELL LIES
I AM LIVING LOCKED IN A ROOM
OR A CAR, IT DOES NOT MATTER WHERE I AM
I AM LIVING LOCKED IN A ROOM
OR A CAR, IT DOES NOT MATTER WHERE I AM
UPSIDE DOWN MAGICK
THE UNDERWORLD BEACH
THE UNDERWORLD BEACH
ON EGYPTIAN MAGICK
ISLA : DO YOU SEE THAT LIGHT, BEYOND THE HORIZON, IT IS INVISIBLE, BUT IT IS THERE
ME : I WILL GO BE REY FOR YOU
ME : I WILL GO BE REY FOR YOU
I MUST NOT TELL LIES
ON PATTY FLANAGAN
ON PATTY FLANAGAN
I MUST NOT TELL LIES
ON BROOK STILL
ON BROOK STILL
I MUST NOT TELL LIES
ON STARR FUENTES
ON STARR FUENTES
I MUST NOT TELL LIES
ON THE MMS
ON THE MMS
I WILL BUILD MY PATHWAY ONE BRICK AT A TIME
I AM WRITING BITCHES GUIDE
I WILL LIVE ON GOD'S GRACE
I AM FREEZING ON A BEACH
I WILL LIVE ON GOD AND COFFEE
I AM STARVING NOW
I AM ACTUALLY STARVING NOW
I AM BEING MURDERED NOW
I AM FULLY FREEZING NOW
I AM WET AND FREEZING NOW
SHEA
I AM NOT A GOOD (ENOUGH) PERSON
ON SIMON MAHARAJ
ON SIMON MAHARAJ
I AM NOT A GOD PERSON
ON SIMON MAHARAJ
ON SIMON MAHARAJ
I AM LIVING IN AN ISOLATION PRISON
I AM BEING RAPED NOW
I LIVE IN A DUNGEON
I MUST NOT TELL LIES
ON MY MOTHER
ON MY MOTHER
LIGHT
ISLA : NO MUGGLES
ISLA : NO MUGGLES
I must not tell lies
Pages all my knife rape goes into the lava or cobra acid
Knife rape karma prison planet level 1