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lucy make it pour ...

 IF I AM NOTHING,
THEN YOU ARE DEFINITELY FUCKING NOTHING

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a note from starr fuentes

I HAD A SLAVE ONCE
I BEAT HER TO DEATH AT THE DOME
I WAS NOTHING BUT BRUTAL TO HER
I BEAT HER TO DEATH WITH MY INSANITY AND LIES
I MADE HER PHYSICALLY ILL EVERY SINGLE DAY
I OVERWORKED HER TO THE BONE
2 AM DOING DISHES TILL EXHAUSTION
I FORCED HER TO WORK FOR FREE AND REFUSED HER EVERY SINGLE HOPE AND REQUEST
I LEFT HER DESPERATELY SEEKING FOR ANSWERS AND TRUTH
I  FED HER ONLY EXCUSES AND RUNAROUND
IT WAS MY GOAL TO CRAZY MAKE HER
OUT OF HER INSANITY OF EDUCATION WIT KNOWLEDGE PRACTICALITY
IT WAS MY INTENT TO CRAZY MAKE HER OUT OF HER HEALTH
I TRIED TO WHORE HER OUT TO MULTIPLE SUITORS
AND WHEN SHE COMPLAINED I TOLD HER IT WAS HER MEDICINE
TO BE FUCKED BY DELUSIONAL AND PERVERSE RANDOM MEN
I FORCED HER TO SLEEP IN A BED WITH ME, AGAINST HER WILL
I FORCED HER OUT AFTER A CAR ACCIDENT THAT I CREATED
WHILE BEING GUNNED DOWN AND CHASED AFTER BY A DRUGGED UP MOTORCYCLE GANG BANGER AND HIS CREW
I BECAME FIRE AND BRIMSTONE, AND TURNED HER INTO A MURDERER LIKE A PSYCHOPATHIC LUNE
AND THEN I PROCEEDED TO BEAT HER TO DEATH FOR IT
AND THEN I FORCED HER INJURED MIND AND BODY TO WALK ON EGGSHELLS FOR MONTHS
I FORCED HER OUT OF THE DOME WITH EMPTY POCKETS AND AN EMPTY BANK ACCOUNT 
I ALLOWED HER NO MONEY NO UNEMPLOYMENT NO RIGHTS
I BLED HER
I FORCED HER OUT OF THE DOME COUGHING UP BLOOD FOR A WEEK
AND THEN I BLACKMAILED HER FOR ANOTHER 3 MORE MONTHS OF SLAVE LABOR
AND THEN I STARVED HER TO DEATH ON PUBLIC TRIAL FOR A DECADE AND YEARS TO COME
AND THEN I STARVED HER TO DEATH ON A PUBLIC BEACH FOR EVERYONE TO BEAR WITNESS MY WOUNDS
AND THEN I STABBED HER TO DEATH WHEN SHE TRIED TO GET AWAY
AND THEN I BECAME AN EVIL WITCH
AND I KNIFE RAPED HER TO DEATH WITH MY WAND - CRUCIO
AND THEN I WATER BOARDED HER TO DEATH AND MADE HER CHOKE ON MY SOUL
AND THEN I RAPED HER MIND WITH THE AIR OF MY FILTHY
AND THEN I LEFT HER BROKEN ON THE FLOOR OF LONDON TO BE BEATEN AND RAPED TO DEATH SOME MORE, BY THE CABAL

"I FEED ON YOU, I CANNOT LET YOU GO" - STARR FUENTES

I STOLE ALL OF KALI REN'S TIME
I STOLE ALL OF KALI REN'S MONEY

#FREEMYWHALES

AARON SORKIN : THIS BUT EDITED AS EMMA HITS THE BEACH IN THE MOVIE
AARON SORKIN : AND YOU HAVE AN ACTOR MONOLOGUING THIS FIRST SCENE LIKE A SOUL POEM FROM A CONDEMNED
AARON SORKIN : WHILE EMMA STRIPS TO STARVE AND FREEZES TO DEATH ALONE
FBI : OH, IS THIS GONNA BE IN THE MOVIE ?!??!?!?

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a note from brook still

I STOLE ALL OF KALI REN'S MONEY
AND THEN I RAN
AND THEN I LEFT HER WITH NOTHING
AND THEN I PRETENDED THAT SHE WAS ANGRY
AND THEN I DISENFRANCHISED HER FOR IT
AND THEN I PRETENDED THAT SHE DID NOT EXIST
AND THEN I STARVED HER
AND THEN I PLAYED WITH HER BODY LIKE A MARIONETTE
AND THEN I BECAME A GHOST
AND THEN I WENT MIA
IT IS LIKE CHASING THIN AIR, COMING AFTER ME

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the more time and energy you concern yourself with what other people think, the less time and energy you have to become better than them - raven crow magick

for archangel michael
by kali ren age 17
after I was beaten to death to the point of committing suicide
(i can barely remember it)

SEND ME FAR AWAY FROM HERE
I BEG YOU RESCUE ME
SEND ME WHERE I CAN LIVE LIFE
WHERE I WOULD LIKE TO BE

SEND MY HEART INTO THE SKY
AND GIVE ME WINGS TO FLY
AND WHEN MY LIFE TURNS TO DESPAIR
PLEASE HOLD MY HEAD UP HIGH

WHERE MY SMILE WHEN I FROWN
MY STRENGTH WHEN I HAVE NONE
BE MY LIFE TO LIVE THE DAY
MY FAITH THAT I AM NOT DONE






a poem on mastery
by kali ren

if my warrior is too much for you, then your solar plexus is weak
if i am too sexy for you, then your sacral chakra is thin
if i am too negative for you, then you aren't grounded enough
if i am too real for you, then your heart is failing
if i am too loud, then you don't know how to speak your truth
if i am too insightful, then your eye will have to burn
if i am too royal, it is because you aren't wearing your crown

i am only the cat today, because you decided you wouldn't follow

if i am too bright for you, it is because you would rather be dumb than learn

if i am too dark, it is because you haven't learned how to deal with your shadow

if i am too spiritual for you, it is because you are vapid and meaningless

if i am not spiritual enough, it is because you don't even have one foot in the real world

if i am too vain, it is because you are self-absorbed

if i work too much, it is because you are lazy

if i am too lazy, it is because you haven't learned how to relax

and if i am too cruel, it is because you let me continue to be neglected and abused

if i am too merciful, it is because you wanted power, and i wrongly gave it to you

if i am too irresponsible, it is because you don't follow your heart

if i am too insane, it is because you are still in a karmic prison

if i am too far away, it is because you haven't learned how to come

if i am not beautiful enough, it is because you are ugly inside

if i am too poor, it is because you are greedy and selfish, and don't understand what real wealth is

and if i am too idealist, it is because you have no idea who god is

if i am too weak, it is because you aren't here to make me strong

if i am too much, it is because you are not enough

and if you don't think i have enough followers, it is because you still are one


...

but if you think i am not artsy enough, then i know, you can never be too artsy

#thatismypatronus #iwilldoit

Kali Ren

they do not have to like me

MY STORY






TESTIMONIALS

I've been into spirituality heavily for a couple of years now. I've been through many classes. I've been to a couple of schools/lineages. I've had many teachers. I loved her unified approach with all of the studies and work and lineages. She has a perspective and understanding that is very hard to achieve when you don't broaden your knowledge and experiences beyond a single way of doing things. She's incredibly knowledgeable and constantly striving to be better and better - a key feature of a great teacher. Her classes are lively and fun; a direct reflection of her. She is an incredible breath of fresh air compared to a lot of the older teachers and schools and I look forward to continuing taking her classes, and watching her grow.
- Sarah Ekstrom
Kabbalah 101 - 2014

Kali is a wonderful teacher who is creative and playful.  She has a unique approach and understanding of spirituality and magic. She really loves what she does, and makes complex principles easier to understand. She is authentic, practical, and spends a lot of time making magic and esoteric teachings part of everyday life.
 - Deborah Blohm
Kabbalah 201 - 2017

Kali Ren is an exceptional teacher.  She has a wide body of knowledge, and makes that material relatable to the class.  She is one of the best guides at leading meditations, and the shared experience tends to bring the class together.  She knows how to press someone so they have a breakthrough.  I look forward to our classes.
- Steve Niehaus
Kabbalah 101 - 2016

#motherearthcriesandthengivesmeadragon